So, I'm still waiting on the call from MCI. I am so nervous! I have no idea what I'm going to do if I don't get in. I won't be able to go back to Full-Time at Barnes & Noble, so I am stressing out so much. I'm surprised I'm sleeping or eating at all.
If I do get in, I'm hoping that I'll be able to handle it all. I struggle so much with school and it scares the hell out of me. I am so worried that I'm building myself up for all of it, just to disappoint myself in the end. Well, Lord knows it won't be the first time. Many aspects of my life are just a bunch of strings of disappointments, all threaded together to build up where I am in my life. One huge disappointment.
I AM SO SCARED!!!!
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No being scared! You are the super tough Jen! I believe in you. PS-Read your fictionpress post. Nice. I LOVE the name Levi, BTW.
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