Awful...

This has been a couple of awful weeks. Clinical sucked both days and not only did one of my classmates embarass me in front of everyone else in our clinical rotation, but my instructor hated me and told me she was passing me as a courtesy but I really need to get my act together and stop being afraid to bathe patients, change diapers, etc. I think I made a big mistake. I wish I could start over. I wouldn't make the same mistakes in life I have made. My life is one big mistake. I wanted to clean my apartment today, but I'm too depressed to even do that. I don't care if we get bugs; i'm going to bed.